Saturday, June 6, 2009
Classes had been really boring lately. I'm always regretting at the end of the day, because i didn't learn anything in school. And its really sad and depressing. I'm spending so much money and yea. No matter what i do or how much i try to concentrate, nothing goes in. DAMN !! I guess i don't really have a choice right now. Its do or die. Gotta depend on myself and exams are around the corner. I've got exactly one month to get every damn thing into my head. :)
i really wanna do better, i really do..
To be very honest, i never liked living in this country. Its stressful, really stressful. Ever since the first day you started going to school, stress kicks in. Its like the air we breathe, its inevitable. We're all gonna die young (: because of the kind of environment we live in. I love nature, so therefore i feel that this is not the place where i belong.
I have always imagined myself having a house by the beach. Watching the sun rise and sets every single day, while holding my special love one in my arms, feeling the breeze against my skin, chilling to the song of the sea. Its just wonderful. I wanna wake up not feeling the heartbeat in my head, i wanna wake up with a smile, i wanna wake up and the first thing i do is to give that special one kiss and say good moring (: I wanna have no worries.
I wanna be happy (:
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