Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Its fascinating how the human mind works isn't it?

We are born capable of almost anything and everything. Its up to us to put in into action.

Some of you might not agree, guess what? Its because you're telling yourself you can't. (:

Simple as that. Once again, its all in your head my friends.

Have you ever felt like you have this sudden urge to do that specific something? This determination, this drive, this energy? If you really wanna do something, do it. And never regret. Take everything as an experience. Even if you fail, don't be discourage. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. But hey, think about it for a second. If you didn't make that move, you will never know. An opportunity might have just slipped by. Don't be too sure(:

I have always believed in this, whats meant to be will work out perfectly. I doesn't only applies to relationships. But also everything else.

Anyways, I've been reading alot lately. Reading is what i do to occupy my mind. Its like to keep myself away from reality. It would be great if i could spend a day just do that. Reading under a tree. Soaking up the sun, feeling the breeze, with my songs plugged in. Hmmm.. wouldn't that be great? Yea, i guess i ought to do that someday.. Someday soon i hope..

Cheers to all the film producers and writers out there. I really admire your works. Its amazing how the movies and novels drag us out of reality. That is when nothing matters. Its just you and the story. We actually feel for it. When there's a sad ending you cry, when the villains take over you'll go " ah damn those assholes". Or when something unexpected pops up and you shift in your seat going "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!".

Not just movies, i'm talking about songs too. Like when something comes on and you feel this warm tickling feeling inside you, and when you come to realise it, you are already smiling. And your friends will probably go " what the fuck is wrong with you, are you gay?" (: yea, stuff like that.

The part i dread most is always the ending. When you come out of the theater, finish reading a book or when a song ends and reality slowly sinks back in. -.- damn. Hmmm, but if there's no ending then there will be no new beginning. I guess endings aren't so bad after all huh. Just like your life, you'll have to die someday. (:

I gotta say i love my life. Though I'm not some Hollywood star, but who says you have to be famous or rich to enjoy your life? Its all the little things that make my life one of a kind. AND the only kind. In simple terms unique. (:

If you find your life boring, do something about it. Get off that lazy ass of yours and make it happen. Add chilli, spice, whatever. Don't you dare waste it, on second thought why not give your life to someone whom will really treasure it. Someone who will make something good out of it.

Alright, hmmm i guess i should probably stop. (: too much words~ Night world.

Sour dreams (:

Sunday, June 14, 2009

14th of june' 09

I'm so freaking bored, at the moment. (:

Not with my life

And i will never be, no one should

If you ever are bored of your life, go do something about it

Don't just sit there and wait for something to happen

Because nothing will, and you might feel worse (:

I have not been studying :( damn.

and something inside me just needs you

your hugs, your smile, you.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Good Old East Coast Park (:
Great place to be on a sunny yellow banana day (: Whether you're cycling, skating, swimming, walking, whatever. PLUS if its the school holidays and there are chicks, even better. :D It just keeps getting better doesn't it? haha! Well honestly, i do like seeing girls in skates. Its just nice. HAHA! i don't know how else to explain but yea. They just look better in skates, at least thats what i think. (:

Anyway, meeting time was 1pm at East Coast Park itself. But, you know the usual, haha, late again. (: Was suppose to meet aaron and justin by 11.35, have brunch and then leave for East Coast Park. Ended up meeting Aaron and Ivan at about 12 odd, had brunch and then went to ivan's place to pick up some stuff before leaving. By the time we got onto the bus, it was almost 1 already. HAHA!! sorry guys (:

Got there at about 2, and while walking there, we've decided to give Mr Daryl a call. HAHA! It was really hilarious because ivan call daryl, scolded him upside down, just to know where they were and where were we suppose to meet them. (:

Woohooo~! The moment i walked into McDonalds, the whole damn area was flooded with chicks man! haha! :D Its like a dream come true. Paradise haha! You its like the movies, when a guy walks into a place full of girls and the whole thing like continues in slow motion, with rock music filling in the background. Woohoo~! haha (:

Jackass Aaron, haha watch but DON'T learn.

these stuns are performed by trained professionals (: haha!

okay okay, enough with the words. I know. (: i'll let the pictures do the talking.

and thats koh and jia wei.

myself (:

Mr andrew

Sam winchester

Jasmine and fel brought us here for dinner (: Don't know what it called also. But its along changi road, quite near eunos mrt station. They told us that the pasta there is good, so yea, why not give it a shot. (: Everything was good UNTILL~! some jackass took the order. ARGHH! damn. haha just spoilt the whole damn day. That fella's a fag man. Totally huge one. haha (: That kuku missed out one order when i'm sure i said the word TWO out loud so that that big shitty ears could hear. But still, huge disappointment. HAHAHA! (: Worse thing was he didn't even apologise and went off.

WA~ justin..justin.. haha! Any idea whats he trying to do?

Mr Side-dish. haha

God i look spastic. haha!

This was what sam and i for dinner. Well i wouldn't exactly say its very nice but, not as nice as i expect it to be. (:

YUP! Thats about it? haha (: we all went back home shortly after dinner.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Classes had been really boring lately. I'm always regretting at the end of the day, because i didn't learn anything in school. And its really sad and depressing. I'm spending so much money and yea. No matter what i do or how much i try to concentrate, nothing goes in. DAMN !! I guess i don't really have a choice right now. Its do or die. Gotta depend on myself and exams are around the corner. I've got exactly one month to get every damn thing into my head. :)

i really wanna do better, i really do..

To be very honest, i never liked living in this country. Its stressful, really stressful. Ever since the first day you started going to school, stress kicks in. Its like the air we breathe, its inevitable. We're all gonna die young (: because of the kind of environment we live in. I love nature, so therefore i feel that this is not the place where i belong.

I have always imagined myself having a house by the beach. Watching the sun rise and sets every single day, while holding my special love one in my arms, feeling the breeze against my skin, chilling to the song of the sea. Its just wonderful. I wanna wake up not feeling the heartbeat in my head, i wanna wake up with a smile, i wanna wake up and the first thing i do is to give that special one kiss and say good moring (: I wanna have no worries.

I wanna be happy (:

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Woohooo~! Swensen's
With Chrissy~ :)

i was so damn happy man, haha! look at that smile on my face!

i love cherries :D

Had giant earthquake and fries. Thats all for dinner.

Wonderful huh? :)

I'm sorry for what i've said, but i just had to. You ought to know. You know that i really want to, but you're not letting me do it. I hope you'll think about whatever i've said.

Goodnight.